My name is Ashley. I am a 37 year old mom with an amazing husband named Pat and two beautiful daughters named Adrianna and Ryleigh. I live and love this Charming Life I have built with my hubby but that doesn’t mean it was easy. I currently await surgery after losing my baby boy at what I thought was 10 weeks (actually 8) and it is my 7th pregnancy. Let’s repeat I’ve been pregnant 7 times total and only have 2 children.
The story of pregnancy and family is never how we thought it should have been unless you are extremely fortunate. And although my family and friends are the most supportive people I have ever met…none of them could’ve prepared me for what was ahead because they didn’t know. No history of miscarriages to be talked about or learned from. So my husband and I were learning as we went and educating those around us. I never want another woman to feel alone. *I am not alone I have village upon village to help me through* What I mean is people can only help so much when they are not sure how to comfort or fix the problem.
As I ride the struggle bus through loss number 5, I feel like imploding. Standing at the business end of a very large bomb might not be so bad right now.. But I have family and loved ones who need me and love me and I must get through.
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